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Monday, October 27th, 2003
11:55 pm	Staggering Dragon So Saturday night was quite interesting. I went to the Staggering Dragon party at Necronomicon. It's not actualy part of Necro, but it's held in the same hotel at the same time as Necro. I usualy dont like large groups of drunk people in small places, which is why I avoide many highschool parties, but I knew enough people at this party to enjoy myself. I spent a good deal of the evening takeing pictures of what is probably the most popular chair in Tampa right now. It was fun. I met the guy who invented GURPS, Steve Jackson. I was kinda tired I guess, because he got away alive, stupid GURPS!!!! Hopefully the pics I took will be posted on the Staggering Dragon websight. I'll probably find myself going back next year. Quote of the evening came from the winner of the deepthroat contest, a straight guy, " I cant believe I beat a gay man! " Funny on so many levels. Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 19th, 2003
11:40 pm	I hate so much right now I cant begin to express it. Current Mood: angry (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 15th, 2003
2:05 am	Hmm So it's 2am. I'm awake. I'm board. Why am I awake? I'm not a night owl. Not that I dont want to be, but I have shit to do during the day. I'm gonna go lay down and hope to fall asleep. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 14th, 2003
12:34 am	Knuckles... who needs em? So today I wake up and shower and realize I'm hungry and it's lunch time. I decide I'm in the mood for taco's but haveing no taco shells or tortia pads I settle for taco salad. Cook up the meat, slice the lettuce and tomato, but wait, what about cheese? I pull a block of chedder from the fridge, and turn to ye ole cabinate for a cheese grader. Low and behold there is a brand new one there and I grab it and procede to... if you'l forgive the joke... cut the cheese!!! Ok ok, shred the cheese, but on one fatefull pass my thumb knuckle hit the brand new shiney sharp metal of the grader. I noticed a large piece of skin in the cheese bowl and picked it up. Odd I thought to myself, thats alot of skin for a little knick, and it dosnt hurt much and I dont see any blood... about that time I noticed the counter and choping board were drenched in blod and it was literaly flowing from my thumb like a waterfall... I then realized it didnt hurt because i couldnt feel my thumb at all. I wraped it up quickly and stoped the gushing blood. Seriously if you've seen kill bill, thats sorta how my thumb was. I thought I could see bone, but it turns out it's just some white underlaying tissue layer, just above the bone. freaky huh? I have feeling in my thumb, and i've been through like 4 bandages so far today, horrible place to get such a chunck removed, as one uses their thumb a whole lot. Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 22nd, 2003
1:54 am	Hmm I just spent half an hour writeing a very long and personal post containing many of my innermost feelings about what to me is most important in life. After reading it to myself it sounded entirely to emotionial and hatefilled to be understood the way I intended it so I am not going to post it. We all hurt sometimes. We all feel pain. Some of us feel it more than others and rarely speak of it. Some of us hide it well. But even those who do need a vent or they blow. I will settle for the knowledge that such a thing exists to be my vent. Current Mood: numb (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 19th, 2003
12:16 am	The corner of your eye... So I had this feeling all day that I should go to the Castle tonight. The weather has been cooler in the evenings and I've been bored sitting at home playing video and computer games so I decided to go to the Castle to play my Gameboy lol. It was quite nice tonight, unlike the last several times I went. Not to crowded, good music, new cute dancers, and cooler weather. I was quite pleased, and midnight crept up on me fast. Well, 11:40 crept up on me fast and I decided I should go home and get some sleep before I stayed all night and ended up shit for work tomorow. I got the strangest feeling as I left tho that I saw someone I knew out of the corner of my eye... the feeling's been bugging me all the way home, but I cant quite put my finger on who it was... I hate that feeling, not knowing if your just a little crazier than you were moments earlier, or if your sane and you did see something familiar... If it was someone I know I wish I'd have turned around to go see and say hi, but I didnt want to look like a freak walking through a crowd searching for no one so I just kept walking. It was weird going alone, I usualy go in a group, which may be why I thought I saw someone, but it was kinda of a last minute decsion on my part. I'd been talking about it all day at work, but then I decided not to after work, but then when I got home at like 8:45 I decided what the fuck, I havent gone in so long and I need to do something. I would have called people, but it was so last minute I didnt want to ask a bunch of people just to get told wtf this is last minute. I'll see how the weather is next week, if the coolness in the evenings hold up I'll go back. (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 29th, 2003
9:45 pm	Been a while Haven't posted in a while so I thought I would. Lets see... At the moment I am painfully tired but for some reason I am not asleep. I have been sleeping very badly lately, worse than usual. Not sure why. Recently I got a GameBoy Advanced SP. I got Puzzle Fighter 2 for it and Pokemon Ruby. PF2 is a fun fun game that I enjoy very much, and Pokemon is just simply the kind of game I've been looking for for a very very long time. It has roleplay-esque qualities to it, fighting qualities to it, and just a certain... I dont know, funness ( is that a word? ) that I've been looking for. There are sooooooooooooo many more games for the GBASP that I want tho, I think I'll be getting more use out of this thing than my gamecube and computer combined, which I find halarious. I got that adapter that lets you play GBA games on your Gamecube also, so I dont have to burn my batteries at home. I am still working towards opening a gameing store, but my timeschedual has been pushed back some because my partners and I are going to try to jump into a fleamarket soon to raise some money so we can get a decent loan from the bank but not have to rely 100% on them. Also I'm working with two other people on the possiblity of opening a Paintball field, in some ways that is much closer than the store, but in others so far off it's not funny. I'm takeing Physics 2 w/ Calc right now at college. Another thing so close yet so far, my degree, in crap. I need to register for Japanese this fall. Bokuha nihongowo dai suki desu. ( if in my tired state of existince and lack of practice i rembered all my participles and sentence structure, i just said " I like the Japanese language the best " ) I am going to Dragoncon!!!!! I havnt been to a con since Megacon 2002, so I'm excited about that. I get to get the fuck out of Tampa for half a week. I hope it's good this year. Last year everyone came home raveing about it, so I'm saveing up to have a good good time. What else what else... still single, no hope of that changeing anytime soon. There was this girl from my Japanese class I kinda liked, but she had no emotions... not to say she was mean... she wasnt, nor was she nice, nor cold nor bitter nor happy nor funny. She was even more bottled up than I am, and thats saying something!!! I'm going to the Castle July 3rd. I'll get to stay out all night yay!!! Hopefully it will be a good night, since I'll end up paying like 20 bucks with entry fees and parking fees to do what I usualy do on thursdays for free, just a little longer. Anyone else know they are going yet? I finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!! That book was so good. I cant believe there are only going to be two more. I also cant imagine what's going to happen in the next book. Rowling set the bar WAY HIGH with this one, I cant imagine the story getting better but I know it wont get worse, and that only leaves more Hogwarts goodness for us in the future. I would love to rant about the book some here but I dont know who's finished it yet and who hasnt so I dont want to spoil anything, but you have no idea how hard it is not to talk about my favorite parts.... like the first 19 chapters and the last 19 chapters hehe ( i think there was only 38... well i liked the whole damn thing if ya didnt figure that out yet. ) well I should probably get to sleep, have a test tomorow, supposedly the hardest one of the semester, and I dont doubt it, the last 4 chapters have been hell in class. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Friday, April 11th, 2003
8:47 am	Harry Fucking Potter... ... gets released today!!!!! And Tuesday is Spirited Away, good week for movies. (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 9th, 2003
9:30 pm	crap I'm board right now so I'm posting since I havent posted in a while. Where to begine. I spent all day today at work and the past two hours at home doing Japanese homework. I did all my back work in my work book, which was alot, like 40 pages total if not more. It was rough, and right now I don't even want to look at hiragana. It's due tomorow so I had to finish it all. I'm also very stressed out about Armada Games. For those who dont know it's the buisness that Brian, Ryan, and myself are starting. We'll have our buisness liscense registered tomorow, and bam, we are an official buisness. The prospect of doing the first order scares me shitless. What if no one wants to buy the stuff we get? 1200 dollars of wasted crap will be sitting in my house remindeing me how much we suck. I have no worries about opening a storefront and running a store. I can excell there, but that's a ways off, and a totaly different set of circumstances. Right now every small purchase is a gamble as to wether or not someone will want what we think is cool enough to auction off. I don't know if my partners are stressing as much as I am, or if they are worried at all, but I am. I don't want to spend my life working for other people. If this succedes I'll be in controll of my own life. Something not alot of people can say. My car may need more break work. I am hearing squealing from the breaks again, but not the same one as last time. I cant afford another thousand dollars to fix it. It dosnt sound as bad this time tho. If Armada Games does well, in a year or so I can stop being a burdon on my parents and start truely liveing my own life. God I want that so much. Of course that will just end up being one less excuse I have for why I'm still single, which is a whole nother can of worms for me. If anyone reading this wants any Anime/Game/Stuff let me know, I may be able to find it for you at a good price!!!! Current Mood: nervous (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 30th, 2003
1:12 am	here ya go http://DocTStampede.friendtest.com I made it pretty easy I think. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 14th, 2002
8:03 pm	Happy Birthday to Me. Wow has it been a rough few days. Thursday I was told my Grandmother was moved from her nurseing home to a hospus and that she had a priest scheduled to read her her last rights tonight. My mom made me open my birthday gifts minuits later so she could see me open them, which is very important to her, and then got a plane ticket to fly to see her mother, possibly for the last time. By some miracle when i got home tonight my dad told me that my mom called and my grandmother who was literaly on her death bed had made a remarkable recovery. She has returned to her nurseing home and is playing bingo probably as I type this. I know she'll die someday, probably soon, but I'm glad she's going to live at least for now. Thats it really, i think my rice is almost done. Off to din din. (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 30th, 2002
10:23 pm	... Potter :: snear :: For those who dont know, I am a huge Harry Potter fan. I own all the books ( in paperback, I want them in hard back ) and the first movie, and even had a Harry Potter birthday cake last year ( thanks Carlye!!! ). I've seen Chamber of secrets twice so far, in general I like all things Potter. Well On J.K. Rowling's websight it says she did two books, both of which are mentioned in the Harry Potter novels; Fantastic Besast and Where to Find Them by Newt Scamander, and Quidditch Through the Ages by Kennilworthy Whisp, and published them under those pseudonames. I have been looking for them for months and tonight I found them. They are very small books, but for anyone who is a Potter fan they are very good little appatizers to tide you over untill book 5 comes out. I havnt sat down and actualy read them, but just skimming themm they look great. They have little side notes written in them by the kids, it's so cool. Anyway, just thought I'd pass it on, because it makes me happy and we need happy posts on occasion. PS: I'd like to see her do Hogwarts a History, they mention that book enough It'd be alot of fun I think. Current Mood: geeky (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
11:56 pm	My first time... Whats better than watching Star Wars on the big screen? Watching Star Wars on an IMAX dome!!!! Tonight was my first time at an IMAX theater and it was awsome, and what better way to pop my IMAX cherry than with a Yoda fight scene... and some wanna be love story or so Lucas claims it to be. It was so rad, but they cut out like 20 minuts of the movie. and it wasnt the normal wide screen, it was like fullscreen, it was croped to fit, but still, when Natalie Portman's face is 3 stories tall and right up there, you just have to love it. Some of the space scenes I almost got lost in the screen. All in all, I liked it alot!! Current Mood: tired Current Music: Lightsaber battle (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
6:58 pm	stuff... my favorite subject Well lets see, since I dont really know why I'm writeing this I dont know where to start. I am tired, it's only 7pm and I feel like going to bed. I wake up at 7 am so thats like 12 hours sleep if I do. so much wasted time. I have been tired alot lately and I dont know why. Also I have been hungry alot lately. Not like hmm I could eat, but like i eat and eat and eat and I dont feel like I ate anything. I have to stop myself cause I dont want to become a fucking lump. It cant be good whatever the reason. My car is makeing a bad squeealing noise when I apply the breaks. I think they need serviceing. I am willing to bet that that isnt covered by the warrenty which I pay out my ass for. Meatloaf is comeing to concert at Ruth Eckerd Hall on December 27!!!! Thanks to Carlye for letting me know about that one. I asked Becky if she could come down from Gainsville and go to the concert with me, as she is the only person I know who loves Meatloaf as much as I do. Her and I even sing the songs with each other when we are driveing places. Alas she is going to be in New York until the 30th of Dec. I dont know anyone else who would actualy enjoy the concert like I would so I may just end up going by myself if I go at all. I'm sure there are several people I could ask to go with me who would, but I would feel like i'm dragging any of them there. I just dont like the really popular bands, I go for the oddballs, go figure that one. What else what else. I got Dragon Half on DVD YAY. Mink is so cute. And Spiderman comes out in two days, Rock!!! Speaking of Rock, The... I need to get Scorpion King on DVD, how have I not got that yet... eh. Jhonny Dangerously is schedualed for release on DVD " sometime in the near future ". It was originaly going to be out in August, but keeps getting pushed back. The people at suncoast dont even have a date on it. I got a call from Elizabeth last night, which was kind of wierd concedering the last two weeks she was in town over the summer she seemed to go out of her way to avoid me. I should have expected as much I guess. She seemed to be trying to solidify her " booking " for when she comes down in December, but I dont know if I want to resume relations with her, at least not like we had over summer. Flings come and go, and once they are gone they should stay like that. I do still want to be her friend tho, and I hope her and I can hang out when she comes down. I am very jealous of her right now tho, because it is snowing in Pen. and she is out playing in the snow while I am in Florida where my hot tub is more like a luke warm tub. We keep the water at 100 degrees F, and with the temp at like 95 F outside anyway, it's not very hot comparativly. I guess thats it for now. I'll be here and if not then I'll be there. Current Mood: tired Current Music: 2.53mhz worth of pure humming bliss (Comment on this)
Monday, October 21st, 2002
7:57 pm	Stuff I tried to post yesterday but i dont think it went through so here I go again. Yesterday I watched Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles the movie for the first time in at least 5 years. I loved that movie back in the day and even after so much time I found myself quoteing lines from it, ahhh the good memories. In other news... I have a Hot Tub !!!!! It was installed today and should be ready for use by the time I wake up in the morning. It's about 6 feet square so it's decent sized. I cant wait for a cool night to roll along, invite all my women friends over and hope none of the guy friends show up ( ok ok i know thats bad but eh whatever ), and have a good ole time woohoo!!!! Hot tubs rock. Thats it for now. (Comment on this)
Friday, September 20th, 2002
8:42 am	ugg Wow, I woke up a bit early today and went to the dask of figureing out the order of those posts between Matt Carlye Sandra and Kiki. I have to say I understand where Matt was comeing from. I like simple black and white photogrophy, but eh, those were nothing special, just because something looks plain it can still be original and exciteing. But Sandra was right, alot of carlyes pics could be better if the photographer had some photography lessons... oh wait, thats me! But I do want photograpy lessons so Sandra hit the nail on the head there. The really funny part of it all is Kiki's blasting at Matt, as if he cares enough about her to care what she says. Just goes to show how much she dosnt know or understand Matt, but who really understands anyone? Matt didnt even sound insulting, I've heard Matt be insulting. Oh well, I guess I'm a day late on this, but I just had a chance to read it all and wanted to chime in, plus I need to post about something. In better news, Japanese is going well. I know most of the Hirigana now and am haveing lots of vocabulary words thrown at me. My teacher is this cute 25 year old Nihonjin ( Japanese ) lady. She tought us how to say shitty old lady in class... Kuso Baba. It's a really really really mean thing to say to a lady she says. Baba is rude by itself and Kuso means shit or crap. In other news I've almost got my finances straightned out from the whole 800 dollars to fix a car that wasnt broken thing, horray. I got some dvds yesterday for the first time in 5 weeks. Pulp Fiction and Jackie Brown special edditions and Death to Smoochy. Death to Smoochy is halarious. Next week I'm getting The Count of Monte Christo. Well, it's work time, I'm out of here, later all! (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 28th, 2002
10:27 am	I FUCKING HATE USF!!! ARRRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!! FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK ARGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! I got to campus at 9:15 thismorning for my 10:00 class... I spent an hour and a half driveing around looking for a spot to park and couldnt get a spot. A few times some fuck offs stole spots i was waiting for just about causeing wrecks with me! I want to kill every one of those mother fuckers who got a parking spot today I HATE YOU ALL YOU COCK SUCKING MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!!!!! I havent looked forward to a class in I dont know how long and now I am enjoying Japanese and I miss the third day!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! How can that school not have enough parking they have so many fields they can build parking lots on, they have thousands and thousands of stuedents and no where near enough parking. I WANT TO HURT SOMEONE!!! I HATE THIS SHIT!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I have a headache from screaming to much. I just want to fucking die, I am so fucking useless. I hate being poor, I hate being in debt... 800 dollars to fix a car thats not broken what kind of shit is that! I dont want to be alone... whats the fucking point to going on anyway? we all die eventualy dont we. I hate my life so much. and I HATE USF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 2nd, 2002
7:41 pm	Miyuki Hey everyone, I tried callin Miyuki to give her directions to my house, but I had the wrong number. Matt, Lisa, someone, get ahold of her and get her directions to my place. Or get ahold of her and give her my phone number or something. My AIM is DocTStampede. Message me if you see this Miyuki. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 16th, 2002
8:17 am	Scooby DOOOOOOOOOOOO I saw Scooby Doo last night. Going it made it worth it because of the Harry Potter trailer, and there was another trailer I thought looked really good but I cant rember what it was, eh. Anyway, I was WAY impressed with Scooby Doo. I was scared going in, afraid they would destroy some classic characters, and they did stretch their personalities a bit, but all in all it was great. " No way, we dont do castles. They have pictures with eyes that follow you and suits of armor that you think are empty until they start following you around." - Shaggy " How many times has that actualy happned?" - Daph " umm... 12." - Shaggy (Comment on this)
Monday, June 10th, 2002
3:12 pm	WOOOOT Hell yeah, I just went to the Dell websight to check and see if my order had been accepted. See I was 101 dollars over my accepted credit limit with them and I was afraid they'd tell me to take a hike because of that, but my order is in production. Thismorning it was still in aproval stages, so that rocks. It is schedualed to ship on the 19th. I'm hopeing that it will get here quicker since my dad's puter got here on the day they told him it would ship. I cant freaking wait, this is the most state of the art computer I've ever owned. Usualy I just get what is average for the day, which right now would be like somewhere over a gig, maby a 1.7ghz or so, but this monster of a machine ohhhhhhhh I cant wait. sure sure it will be outdated soon enough, but for now muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.... urge to destroy world riseing... yes when I'm happy I want to destroy the world you got a problem with that? I didnt think so. Here is the rundown on it for anyone who gives a damn. Pentium® 4 Processor at 2.53GHz with 533MHz system bus/ 512K L2 Cache Memory: 1GB PC800 RDRAM Keyboard: Dell® Enhanced Performance USB Keyboard Monitors: 17 in (17.0 in viewable) 1702FP Digital Flat Panel Display Video Card: New 128MB DDR NVIDIA GeForce4™ Ti 4600 Graphics Card w/DVI and TV-Out Hard Drive: 120GB 7200RPM Hard Drive with DataBurst Cache™ Floppy Drive: 3.5 in Floppy Drive Operating System: Microsoft® Windows® XP Home Edition Mouse: MS IntelliMouse® Network Card: 10/100 PCI Fast Ethernet NIC Modem: 56K Telephony Modem for Windows® XP CD or DVD Drive: 48x Max CD-ROM Drive Sound Card: Turtle Beach Santa Cruz DSP Sound Card Speakers: Altec Lansing THX Certified ADA995 Surround Sound 5.1 Speaker System Bundled Software: Upgrade to Microsoft® Office Small Business w/ Money 2002 and EducateU Virus Protection: Norton Antivirus® 2002, 90-day introductory offer Digital Music: Dell Jukebox powered by MusicMatch Digital Photography: Dell Picture Studio,Image Expert 2000 Standard Edition Limited Warranty, Services and Support Options: 1 Year Limited Warranty plus 1 Year At-Home Service Internet Access Service: 6 Months of America Online Membership Included Video Editing: Standard Dell Movie Studio Bundle CD or DVD Burner for 2nd bay: New DVD+RW/ CD-RW Combo Drive for Altec Lansing 995 Speakers Cant wait... nerves giveing out... more power... MORE POWER!!! (Comment on this)